The shock has worn off and I’m reflecting on my reaction to the ultrasound yesterday. I sobbed so much I couldn’t talk. Part of me was overjoyed at the prospect of a girl and part of me was disappointed that I’ll never experience a baby boy – because let’s face it, I’ve had enough pregnancies and don’t want anymore!!!

A couple of things scare me – that Justin is disappointed about a girl when he really wanted a boy; that people will say “oh dear, how are you going to cope with 4 girls in your house” and that others will be sad for me because the elusive boy offspring has not materialised. I have to admit that I feel this little girl will make my family complete and perfectly balanced; and how can I resist the urge to think that I’ll have 4 of my best friends with me until I grow old, taking care of me, providing me with lots of granchildren and mothering Justin and I into our elderly years.

Justin’s reaction to the news was full of relief that we have bought this new house. With all the potential girlfriends and boyfriends that 4 daughters will bring home, we’ll need a lot of space!

And now the quest for a name has begun. Any suggestions????